why, it's just like a movie!

so my life basically just consists of watching and studying film. sometimes i worry that all the things i watch (especially the things i watch obsessively and repeatedly) shape who i am. i guess it's not a bad thing. not really, anyway. but i'd like to think that my thoughts, words, and actions are my own, rather than just a random amalgam of things that were in some movie. it's just something that's been on my mind.